Alright guys so here’s a song of my new album I’ve been working really really hard on. This is be the project that a lot of you have submitted your own personal ‘goodbyes’ that I have been using throughout this album. This song features Alex Montenegro (an amazing musician and person).
top shelf
i’ve been thinking of leaving
so i’ve been saving
i opened a new bank account
where i can dump all the money
that i’d be spending
trying to fill this empty shell
and i know you too are lonely
but i can’t help you
when i can’t even help myselfand my mom’s got her jesus
who never changes with the seasons
he hangs from a cross
on her top shelf
and he knows her and loves her
says he’ll never leave her
but he’s gonna send her son to hell
because he’s a sinner and a liar
a god damned unbeliever
hell, he’s probably going to kill himself
cause he’s sitting in his bedroom
wondering where his time went to
thinking, “i think i’m going to kill myself”if everything must come to an end
i will be the one
to take my life in the palm of my hand
and i will end it one day at a time
ughh this songgg dfklsjkldfjs, all of my feels.
i lost control (dusty cassette version)
i went to class, you didn’t show up
i thought you said that we’d keep in touch
walk through town, disassembled on a crutch
just like we did when you were in love
i left the house, and i didn’t miss much
you open your mouth and i lost my trust
i left the house for the first time in months
for the first time in months
now here i am, disassembled as a whole
when i got home, i lost control.
